The blue and discriminated man

2009-07-13T04:49:00.000-07:00

Ok,maybe trying standard english for blogging now.
Today was like any other day,until i got home.Then as usual,had tuition but it was extended to 5...At around 6 plus went to get a new watch and bought my DnT stuff.Took some bus pics:)
Now at home blogging.Dinner or DnT first...

2009-07-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

Been kinda lazy,not bothering to do cardio recently...sigh...
need encouragement.lolz.
short one.not much material,unless you want a ranting.

2009-06-17T03:57:00.000-07:00

alamak,just as i wanted 2 post last night,got spammer come in sgforums n make me angry...sian...

nvm,today i post abt my camp @ th BB/GB campsite.

Went on 8 or 9 june to recee th area, enjoyed the ride on 882, esp with 780P n 784 runnin ard....see 780 i thot rare cameo,end up kns its perm...nvm..then recee liao then zao...

Camp day No.1(11/6)

Woke up in th morning to Justman's Irritational wake up calls...then got over to sch,then went home n back... had lunch then got on th bus to th campsite.Then over there start to arrange stuff,then aft settle all th dorms then went down to TRG rm,over there i lent Jman my cam cos his kns one no batt.rly regret it.then amazing race.My team,uh...Brainfreezers....was originally named Brainiacs,then i changed it.Cos too paiseh.then we run ard searching, then last stn kena conned by th Spammers Grp,names are for me to know,and for you to find out.:) then aft amazing race,went back training room,then aft a embarrasing dinner,Jman come n tell me no batt.freak him sehz.then aft that went to training room for FA lesson n treasure hunt,then went back dorm n couldn't sleep..till 2359 hrs...before i 4get,i left th keys inside the dorm...so erfed up that i cryed like nobody's business seh.really hate myself for that,at least i can let it pass.

Camp day No.2(12/6)
0000 hrs i was like still talking,then we talk until....1.30 AM then i slept bahs.next thing i noe,15 min l8tr got fire drill,that one i rather nt talk abt it.sianz.then went back n slept until ard 4.30,watch 1st bus,saw tat it was 780P and was like darn happy,to cover th fire drill emo-ness.my sec 1s in th room must b thinking i siao liao.:p then aft waking up at 6,went down for uber early '5BX',which is actually uber slack cos the officers nt awake yet.then mr leroy came down,then we went jogging ard the area,was amazed that i could actually keep up!even overtake the 1st pair,cos me n edwin in th second...ben shld have been there seh.then sprinting i lost to edwin cos im too fat.sigh.must cut even more.then aft that while waiting for morning mealbreak(oops busfan terms)or breakfast,felt darn sleepy.then aft bkfast i remember went to TRG rm,do kites,go th park n fly...the while i flying i rly hyper,then outside,a UD comes n i noe its TIB 369U,th gear dragger,so i nw uber hyper sehz.:):) then went back TRG rm do campcraft,slept dunno how mani times in there.....then went for lunch,aft lunch i went n join Jman,KH n Nat,chop firewood...actually i slack sehz.then aft that get rdy for campfire,even remember sleeping on th table O.o,then hao liao went for field cooking,then we kena spilled sardines,baked beans,n claypot rice.sian.then th scrubbing part i shall nt mention...then aft campfire start,got sing song,then play games.in th middle me n kah hock left cos tmr got NDP.so went to corlect HP n zao on 784.nvm,780 is always there for me to ride.:)then mama fetch both of us @ bishan,then went home n slept like a log....

overall,rly miss th area,cos of th tranquility,and also miss th camp spirit,unknowingly that we bonded,and really.....if only i could stay for th night,i would have.cos my sec ones oso no 1 bully wat.:)anyways thats abt it.NDP oso getting worse.blahblahs all ard.sian.

2009-06-15T20:29:00.000-07:00

Oh god,this is insanE!

First,my tuition teacher makes a big ho0-ha about some stuff with is so erfing minor to me
Then my fucking parents always side with that fucking tuition teacher.
WHAT IS NEXT!?
OTHERS PARENTS SO NICE TO THEM!
might as well i go fuck off from here lah fucking bastards n bitches,must also be a fucking role model in front of you all,go n die lah!
I'm fucking hell fucked up!

2009-04-28T05:48:00.001-07:00

Been kinda lazy n busy recently so no posts....kinda emo.
then oso i abit ting tong one lar.
Anyway here sth for Beng Kuan,u asked for it...
!COMPUTER SCREEN MAY/WILL CRACK OPEN!
!U HAVE BEEN WARNED!

2009-04-12T03:50:00.000-07:00

'U're not kiddin rite?'

'No,it's true, all my saturdays are GONE!u know the reason...'

'omg!CONGRATS!!!'

Yep,conversation between me n my friend Afiq(part of it)

all my saturdays are Officially GONE~

so goodbye to bus-fanning days!

*drowns myself in self-pity tears*

2009-04-09T03:13:00.001-07:00

Firstly, thanks to Ben Yong for mass-spotting on Svc 3 for the Euro 5 KUBs for me,then thanks to Choun Yang for the first hint about the euro 5s....

Now back to news...

didn't complete my 2.4...and kena a club...dun wanna tok abt it...

But at least my Eng ST got 20/30,n 2nd highest in klas so nt so bad:)

then i dun hafta go to sch tmr..gd...i wanna catch up on some ZzZzs...need to charge my sleep meter...cos now sec 2 still got charge time sec 4 no time liao hehez

that's all folks.

BTW,Azmee if you're reading this, wanna go out on Saturday?'Cause i promised my parents i would pass my maths common test,n i kept my promise so....

2009-04-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

and i was hyper until aft tuition,when my headache struck-.-

And i was thinking 'bout primary school...

Missing the times of crapping,slacking,emo-ing and whatnot at the PE rm entrance...

Missing running for the bus,and running only to find out its the wrong bus(aft 58 intro)...

Missing the good and bad times with Ao Ting, Yu Jun,Shu Hui,Chee Wee,Chee Kang,Shawn Siow...

Missing the times of 6B'07...

Missing the times of staying back for sup. classes....

Missing the times of asking about this n that, and in-class politics and the rest....

Missing the times of Scout n Cub Scout days...

I MISS YANGZHENG PRIMARY SCHOOL!

I wanna go back,see those teachers who have helped me made it through to my current life...

I must go back....i gotta go back.....

to see the uncles,aunties, all the rest of YZPS.......

Sigh....

---End of Nonsensical blahz---

Okay im terrorized by a splitting headache now....

kns....

anyway im feeling fown so sorry if i offend anyone cause im feelin useless.

2009-04-07T07:37:00.001-07:00

OMG OMG I MADE IT!I MADE IT!

*oops hehez

Yeah,that was what i felt like screamin after receiving my Maths ST or Common Test paper...I made it....

no more havin that sinkin feelin...

my minimal hard work has done its magic and left me with a feeling that im gonna make it!

and yes...I freaked out my mathematics teacher(cos i jumped n screamed,AT THE SAME TIME), so yeahs....

I finally passed maths.....

Oh thank you Lord thanks you Lord....

And if i can pass with abit of effort.i can make it better!I MUST GET THAT A2,THAT SATISFIED SMILE ON MY PARENTS FACES!

yes im abit hyper.

2009-04-06T05:33:00.001-07:00

Hey dere its me.Yes im rottin~

Anyway last friday was kena arrowed to be COS.(for those who no idea arh,COS= PArade Commander)

Then got a taste of how diff it could be,ah nvm,i got learning exp can liao.:p

then today sibeh sian,i late kena scolding,i scapegoat kena scolding,i got the pole bangin disease again, thanks to TIB 972C driver...

sian i want o take my own life cos i know no one cares about me anymore in anyway.who would rite.

I know u're the best and u prefer model students.So if u hurt someoneu hate u oso dun care,until one day the student suicide u also don care rite.i suicide in front of u RITE NOW then u noe.the kind of hurt u are capable on unleashing is great,so just get off my back bitch,before i haunt u even from the depths on your soul.

2009-03-26T05:08:00.000-07:00

Earth hour coming soon...

pls support,take a vote for earth yahz.

Must support...just turn off the switch for 1 hour,it's so good to switch artifical stuff off and turn back on the switch to nature

so just off it

just Turn If Off!

2009-03-20T21:28:00.000-07:00

I really hate myself....

I'm really thinking,the effort i put into NDP...Should i go?!

I go now will be first time nite parade,once in a lifetime,and getting experience,the con is that i don't have much time to train and brush my my friggin drill and....my face too dangerous for camera:p and then also put more stress cause my parents my school my teachers all pressing down on me liao....and it really hurts

If i go next year it means more time to brush up drill and train and also less stress but maybe i'm gonna miss the 1st night NDP parade in singapore history....and im also a bit of a patriotic person...

I'm really confused and i feel like im @ a crossraods....

I really feel like taking something to end it all...

2009-03-18T03:46:00.000-07:00

yes its me back again...as usual-.-

then early morning i kena COS...was real nervous but lucky no nid report..

so anyways today had archery...damn fun..

at first i keep on hitting the low point areas,or the green area...sianz

then SX dunno punch the RC senior that there was a hole,he made us feel it,could feel his heart and i was like O.O then after that got better at target.

-C.L.I.M.A.X-

Competition!

We all had briefings about what was to come up next before we went for a 5 minutes break.As we came back,we were sorted into groups and details,and my group was detail 2 and Target 11.As we got ready,a sense of pride came over me....until my first two shots came.I did not do well, yet i kept up my morale,and the second round,i hit a five.With the sense of pride coming again,i aimed to do my group proud again...until Nat came and disturbed my focus so i ended up hiting the low point area.But i was not furious with him for long, as it was soon announced that we had got the best shots!And we all felt estactic for no ne would expect this...

-C.L.I.M.A.X-

ok get back to normal style.Then aft that Kenny asked me for the COS position(AGAIN?!) and yep i was a bit more nervous... cos i kena reporting...but managed to scrape through it...

so yeahs that's all folks.

P.S Initials are names of people who are withelded for private reasons.However, in this post,RC means the Rec Cross.

2009-03-14T05:56:00.000-07:00

So yeah i'm @ a releatve's hse now...a girl,my neice named Peh Jing Jie sitting next to me.Back from IC!
So yeah first day 5.00 go to school then settle everything then go off to Singapore customs.Then clear then clear Malaysian Customs then bus journey to KL...slept on the way and then reach KL,then go over to the FRIM aft lunch but never go walk cos rain...sadly no leeches sia!then go over to Hotel then Check in,then got NSP...which was so-so cos the WALL.E Movie skipped parts... then checked in,got hotel key and bathed n slept wif tat LCK......

second day wake up at 5.30 for fun,changed and go down to jia peng.Then went to Jinjang Waste Management and after tat eat lunch n go visit Putrajaya...quite nice...then went over to Bukit Cahaya...nth to say...then go eat dinner....then sth not so gd happen at dinner which i perefer not to mention....then go over to firefly park....it was such a gr8 experience...the best Creations of God...and then aft tat go back Hotel n bathed n slept...since i slept l8tr then tat LCK,i let him sleep on the bed alone n he still n8vr appreciate...

Day 3
Wake up as usual...then go over ronald,Choun Yang n Johnatan rm...and i got friggin raped there by ronald...tat idiot...then go down for breakfast and then after tat briefing..YAY!WE GOT THE BEST CLASS AWARD!GRATS N JIAYOU 2E'09! then aft tat lunch and go back home...had shopping on the way,couldn't get a friggin black jacket!:( then go over to Yong Peng and then go home...reached sch @ 8.00 and go home.....

So yeah im @ my reletive hse now...posting this.....i miss Concorde hotel...nvm,i got better things to emo about.

2009-03-05T01:32:00.001-08:00

so yeahs.:P

Today normal sch day as usual...

then that idiot fuhrer charge me $1 for 1 measly piece of foolscap,just becos i borrow so much...

so yeahs normal-ed thru tat,altho i really feel like sleeping during sci,and that fuhrer slap me so much,bwastard...

then aft tat wait for mr lim at class,he wrote tat he will b late,end up he come n tell us he got VIP to attend to and run off...

then shifted over to sit with jonas and we tok cock,very 'ahem ahem'one lahs.

then draw like crazy.use my new crapbook,by buslover sec:) then draw MB 0405,Volvo Mark 2,KUB and others la....anyhow drawing,sucky one...

anyway tats all...tmr got BB parade and cell as usual...but i don feel like seeing my maths cher face lehs....private reason....

tats all.

Signing off,

Dablueman

2009-02-26T05:16:00.000-08:00

Ok i better revive this poor thing...*blows off dust*

anyways i've been emoing alot but still wont suicide lahz.:)

feel damn tired nowadays,always sleep without doing my homework one.:)

thats all.no mood.no material oso......

2009-02-03T02:18:00.000-08:00

Still emo-ster,but at least with the help of christ,its better.think im born emo.lolz.

Anyway soon to become a bus fan!pity can busfan only on weekends n certain dayz of weekday...sad case nia

so happy to have found 6B klasmates blog.I'm really cheered up when i see them happy.want to meet up again niaz.

ok thats all for now.byez........*off to my fav bus*

signing off,

Dablueman

Memories....

2009-01-24T01:30:00.001-08:00

My mind wanders back to the day 6B'07 officially seperated.I miss those people.Wonder if i will ever be remembered.I doubt so.But I'm leaving it unto the LORD's hands.I trust Him.

but i still hate myself!

I don't think anyone will remember me

Leaving this world may be a better choice.

2009-01-16T21:56:00.000-08:00

At least im recovered from emo-ing,but still rebellious.Darn it

Anyways when mum bought back some CNY flowers,i removed the price-y tags n found the following scene...

This looks like any other well wish from the shop owner right?Flip to the back and...

This is what WE find.yes we want money to come in but can come in lots lots not like offer?!

2009-01-12T03:49:00.000-08:00

i'm feeling stressed again.WTH is my parents acting as if theyre damn f-ed up.Really can go to my block highest floor and just ya noe,jump.No one would care anyway.Sigh.Really feel horrible.

2009-01-10T08:34:00.000-08:00

Thanks 2 those 3/4 guys who tagged me...first attempt at doing quiz,if nt gd can whack kayz?

Tagged people to do this quiz..
1. Choun Yang
2. Hazwan
3. Shao Wen
4. Benjamin(BB Senior)
5. Edwin
6. Cedric
7. Clement Chok
8. Marcus

1)How did you meet No.4?
(Benjamin)In my CCA...Boys' Brigade...and it rawks yoz!^^

2)Do you have a crush up there?
Nope,I'm not gay and i'm single.Maybe single for life.

3)What would you do if you hadn't met no.1?
(Choun Yang)Probally be the total loner in Sec 1E/2E...and maybe be feeling depressed(he's a great guy,except he is a hard hitter...ouch...)

4)What would happen if no.6 and no.2 were going out?
(Cedric n Hazwan) They might probally go out together for all i care.They are quite good buddies anyway.

5)How did you meet no.8?

(Marcus)Classmate.

6)Is no.2 your good friend?
(Hazwan)Quite good lah,but not as great as others that do not have a blog and those that i feel like r really close frens.

7)Who is no.8's best friend?
(Marcus)I apparently do not know,unless u are talking about their band of brothers,which they all are like magnets to each other^^

8)Have you ever dated no.1?

(Choun Yang)Gimme a break,i'm not gay!

9)Do you miss no. 4?

(Benjamin)Why would i miss him...I'd be glad if i need not see him...lolz jk...maybe a little...

10)What do you think of no.6?

(Cedric)A great guy with a couple faults here and there but nothing bad about him.He's a great friend to me although i think he might hate me a little...

11)What do you think of no. 7?

(Clement)Another great friend...but just a little too horny around the edges if ya noe what i'mma yakking 'bout.

12)Who does no.3 like?

(Shao Wen)Attached to his guitar...no idea about crush...he keeps it classified.

13)Have you been into no.8's house?

(Marcus)Nope.Like he will allow me in liddat.

14)Do you love no.2?

(Hazwan)I'M NOT GAY FOR GOODNESS'S SAKE!

15)Do you trust these people?

Yeah,of course i do,if not why am i taggin 'em?^^

Sorry for any possibly psychological damage if any rude comments pop out...

This is my personal stuff,not much will read one,so yah if anything seems out of place to you just leave a comment or sth kayz...

Signing off,

Dablueman

2009-01-03T04:07:00.000-08:00

Today was CCA Recruitment Day. Super tiring and super fun!Then NP like damn sore losers-.-Pwn yr 'customer' so what?just admit BB is gr8:) then arrange and pack up n leave,then thot cap lost in the end wilson take.Idiot.Then go cp have lunch,eat wif clement...then take 86 go home.and slept on my bed for like 3 hrs lorh.

2008-12-19T03:25:00.000-08:00

I am still in a hangover state from Camp Exodus.

Missed the fun we had.

Missed the good food(yeah,it WAS COOL!)

Just...wanna go for another round

2008-12-05T08:59:00.000-08:00

just finished my SGB duties and i must say,had a blast.

On 27 back just now i was sobbing inside cos it felt like a dream

I was dreaming abt the time i had the blast it was n the 'ahem ahem' he had,rule breaking too

Was dreaming about the time we had explaining donation to people

Was dreaming abt the joy when the coin collectors come(movers applicable to Tampines Mall peeps only)

And i awoke,to find myself back in cruel reality.

Wake up Andy

At least when you flip back,you'll find those pages filled with fun stuff and super memories.

Wish I had more duties.

2008-11-24T00:17:00.000-08:00

Back from Genting.Feels so gd to be home,although Genting is oso cool.

Short post hahaz.feeling out of order and kinda moody these dayz.

2008-11-18T07:31:00.001-08:00

ouchies...been a long time since i went for a good workout...leg hurting like dunno wat.

anyways.was emo-ing on the bus and set my stone'r 2 shuffle...the first thing?my perfect emo song...summore it's on guitar and i now quite un'erstand why shao wen n cedric find it easy cos it is!just needa find my chord chart.dammit.neways.was emo-ing with the song playing over n over in my head.on my emo-ing bus.62.at my emo-ing place.the MRT n LRT stations n inside em.weird right?if onli i had a penknife.jkjk.felt drained out when i got back.then felt even worse when i realised that i still couldn't find the Holy Bible.i kinda zonked out feeling horrible bout it,but knowing that i've done the right thing.At least i confessed my sins to Sire.At least i admitted it.Now may the Lord guide me with His Hand and well,just giving my life to him.Know it ain' gonna be easy.but my faith is F.I.R.M.

I'm not called the blue man for nothing man.Everything has a purpose.

alright gonna go tmr got guitar lessons n gotta pack for my genting trip.

2008-11-13T18:23:00.000-08:00

been lazy to update but will now...

13/10/2008

went for guitar lesson in the morning...then rushed my arse off to get to lynn's place...then cy late...then after reaching he complain dat i neber tell him gort direct bus...wth...then reach her blk find out i nvr bring pail...ops soli...then go pasir ris park,but take wrong bus end up in pasir ris town park nia...then use PCN(pak conector)to get to the correct one...nice slimming sesssion hahas...then reach there rain...then go bbq pit...then minor rain again...then stop again..then while me,hazwan n cedric went to take noodles,the rest dissappear then they come back with bikes lol...then rode weiliang's bike around for awhile then after ms chua come we bbq for her...then shaowen n cedric play guitar...i kinda went green with envy...must win them!then wind come damn big then cy say'we zao first'then reach bus stop 3 oreadi dere then quickly run up to board...then board liao rain come down super big one...then the rest all atuck in shelter...poor things...then take 3 2 punggol then take mrt back home...then stuck in lrt station for 5 mins cause elec porblem...then now back home..

14/10/08

went for BB adventure course today and boy,was it fun.loved te flying fox(cos can insult some people if u're loud enuf)...but hated tarzan swing...now kena rope burn...grumble grumble....then go dragon boating...toopid someone nvr tell me bring xtra clothing...then go dragon boating had fun...then when some splashed eric i was like more spalshed then him cos he took cover and i never...lucky ben shouted...'what have i done wrong' then that person aim better then i siam...then for once it hit him..turning light to medium blue...then raced...we were first...then DY's boat came rushing past us...then they no energy we kick into turbo mode and win nicely by zooming...^^then dried myself using towel cos no clothes thanks to dat somebody....then take bus back home...

today got one day break...tme got st.paul BBQ...gonna bring psp if not my blood pressure rise again...slept like a pig today cos i usually wake up at 8 plus...nvr mind...see ya....

2008-10-29T08:41:00.000-07:00

got a new song but i cant figure out how to have a music player, so i'll just post e' lyrics

Akon-Sorry,Blame It On Me

As life goes on, I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my sons
I’m sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl

(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

(Chorus)
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry that your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

(Bridge)

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should have never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
For rising back out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame

Even though the blame’s on you (3x)
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me (2x)
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

(Instrumentals)

And you can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

This describes current mood.

Like I've caused everything to go wrong

Feeling so suicidal.

True friends,a few,they the only ones whom i trust.

2008-10-06T20:08:00.000-07:00

Doing a short post.

Just came here and found out Blogger locked me up,so this post will not be up for a while although i still can.

Back to topic,I found out why my father is getting less concerned.He takes work as first priority,so that is bad news to me and my mother.

This will tell why I don't respect him.

Revising for Maths Paper 2.Very nervous.

2008-10-03T18:33:00.000-07:00

It's Saturday Morning,supposed to be studying but just doing a short post here...

I honestly feel troubled.Why the heck am i supporting my parents in a moment,then arguing with them the next?Somehow i suspect my own father's love is dying out.

Ah well, things would get better soon, its only a matter of time...

And this blog...Shao Wen has agreed to help me with it...thinkin of roping cedric in hahas.

That's all folks.

2008-09-27T23:57:00.000-07:00

For now i'll keep this template and later get someone to help me to do up one:)
And i'll try to post in proper english most of the time,unless im being emo again:)
Yesterday was really boring until it was time for F1,the MRT was crowded.Yes,really crowded,so crowded that i nearly got caught between the 2 doors T-T.At least no injuries,whew.Then tried to find the F1 gates and got in and just walked around until 6 plus and went in.Then Fast Forward till intermission.Went to buy some food and met my primary school buddy and scout bro andrew.Boy,what a long talk we had about the good ol' days.Then left at 10.30,battled the crowds(again)and got home and rotted on the bed.:)

And,
GET BACK TO WORK!IT'S EXAM SEASON!

2008-09-26T08:06:00.001-07:00

the first post here.ill be doing up this place later.